post secret hits home

ya its easier said than done i think....

electro-luv

Felix Da Housecat - We All Wanna Be Prince


this is FELIX DA HOUSECAT!! mega prince overload....been listening to alot of his stuff lately..thought this was just too cute :)

the kindness of not -so-strangers

thats what ive been experiencing lately. its knocked all the bad stuff out of the water. everytime some frustrating issue arises....one of my friends is always there with a helping hand or a shoulder to cry on (or an ear to bitch in !!) its amazing how many people actually take time out of their life to help me out. chasie letting me crash at her place so many nites im surprised she didnt charge me rent..and being a sympathetic ear to boot, julie for giving me daily injections of JESUS lol, imelda for giving me approval :) and for helping me move and letting me buy 2 of the most comfy couches ever made, diane---well shes like the older sister i never had...not that much older though :) as marek calls her CRAZY DIANE! haha but shes been my sounding board and my getaway when i needed it. i will miss her terribly when shes gone :( all the boys and their "band luv" lol i truly feel like i am surrounded by good vibes. sometimes i just have to remind myself to "enjoy the happiness".

im a horrible person

....apparently. lol there has been alot of negativity surrounding issues in my life recently...and no matter how hard i try to say it doesnt bother me-it does. it bothers me when someone calls me names like a 12 yr old. i think its sad. they wasted all that energy on a horrible person like me :) i am a good mom...bottom line. anyone who knows me knows that. they are my first and foremost concern. and its not my job to watch out for other peoples feelings in regards to my kids safety and well being. if i gotta step on some toes for me to make sure that my children arent exposed to certain language or actions i feel are inappropriate then i obviously have no problem with that :) and i will not apologize for it either. everytime i say this is the last time im going to address this...because honestly i have built my bridge long ago. ive moved on...its a total NON issue for me. but when people cannot seem to let stuff go i think its kinda creepy actually :) but for reals this time. THIS IS THE LAST TIME....i realize i cannot control things people say or do or think. im not trying to change minds because at this point everyone has already picked sides. its just petty and crazy for others to involve themselves so deeply in the workings of such a horrible person like myself. people that live with love have no hatred in thier voice.

first day jitters

 

got all of mareks school supplies together...met his teacher last nite...she seems very nice. and ya i couldnt resist and i said i wouldnt do it again esp since im going back to school full time and working full time but ya im homeroom mom :) itll be ok...right? marek got up this morning and told me his tummy was upset...then he puked lol so im thinking its a case of first day nervous tummy....i always had that when i was little. :) nothing a little 7up and TLC wont cure!

ya so school for marek starts on wed....S C A R Y!!! hell be a second grader :) i wrote his name on all his supplies this morning.open house is tonite...i thought i had my data cable for my camera...but it turned out to be the one for brads blackberry...so that isnt going to work...im hoping to borrow one so i can upload some pix off my camera...i havent taken any of the new apt.,..and id like to have a clean card for all the kids upcoming events :)
got to hang out with some of my awesome friends this weekend...bbq-n sittin by their pool watchin all their kids play...venting about work :) it was the most fun id had in awhile :) there were like 8 ppl from the bakery and NOT ONE CAKE in site !!!! it was awesome! lol
phoebe and i start school up again next week. im kinda nervous but really excited--i start my day off with a class called SOCIAL PROBLEMS...who WOULDNT be excited about that??!?!
as my pal julie would say ...listen here girlfriend...thats chapter 32 in our book. haha (love that firl to pieces) oh and wilma i havent forgotten about you and our special bond over corky :) who looks better in a dress than some girls i know!!! :)

adventures in electronics

so im learning how to do alot of things on my own...im so used to delegating all the stuff i dont know how to do or just cant deal with. well thats not an option anymore :) i was so incredibly proud of myself when i converted my dryer plug. i felt like i was a flippin genius!!! haha anyway brad let us take the wii home for the next few days. which is really cool cuz i cant afford cable right now (man school clothes are expensive!! lol) ....anyway i dont have a power strip to plug the tv dvd player and wii into so i gotta unplug and plug in stuff as i need it. well we watched our hello kitty movie this morning and marek wanted to play the wii...had to unplug and plug...and the tv wouldnt turn back on.....PANIC ensues....no tv no tv no tv,....AAAHHHHHH!!! lol what the heck am i gonna do?!?!?!? so a few deep breaths later and i just had to step back and think...made the kids function without noise for a min...coloring books are great :) thought id give it one more try...the tv is like 10yrs old...its been moved....it could just not turn back on and id have to figure out how the heck im gonna get another tv...so lets just not go there! went to look and i didnt even have the stupid thing plugged in.....
so i think its time for some coffee now :) cuz im REALLY feeling like a genius....