gearing up

 

this last week has been really hectic...and this week isnt gonna be better. marek's bday is this week and even though im planning a party at sugar rush (which does everything for you) im a super control freak and cheap too so i have to do it all on my own :) so basically im just renting the space and people :) anywho im really getting excited about his cake and different little deals im doing for the boys. marek asked to invite a girl to his party EEEEK! shes really cute too...his report card was amazing too (as always) ohhh also im planning on going back to school!!! classes started today so i know i missed this semester but im cool with that. the point is that im doing something ive wanted to do for a really really really long time...the time is just rite....so im waiting for that stuff to start (financial aid etc--you know all the fun stuff) im thinking phoebe might be a little jealous about big bro's party so im hoping that we can distract her a bit. she loves him so much and wants to be jsut like him...boyscouts is tonite---i really wish i hadnt agreed to be a den mom...cant wait to pass the torch to someone else next year!! haha its just so much to handle working full time and planning all that stuff (esp when i have to work on weekends!) this year is the year of ME. i know that sounds selfish and self centered but ive been on the back burner for so long im ready to actually say NO to people and it jsut be because i dont want to have to mess with it...no other reason at all :) and not feel guilty about it either! i really am starting to feel like things are becoming balanced and aligned...totally harmoneous. its gonna be a good year i think...